what does friend mean to you?

to me a friend is someone i can tell something to without being embarrassed. someone to hang out with and talk to. and someone i can trust.

alot of people are barley trustworthy now, selling out the closest of thier friends just to get famous or be popular. these people are what i call sheep.

i find it hard to trust an indivudual now unless we talk for a while about something. i know i give off bad vibes but i have a wall of defense. im not going to be the person thats sold out so someone can get "big".

i recently wrote a song im very proud of, but i dont want to show it to anyone because im afraid theyre gonna steal it.
in a world where everyone will do anything to get famous. how can someone just try to play thier music.?

how come when i try to go on a date or "court" somebody
they always flake out?
is it just me?